i think i'm losing it a little bit

total paralysis set in whilst i stood in front of the air freshener section at target. i wanted to get something to keep my closet from smelling like running shoes and wool.

but what did having my closet smell like "linen" vs "vanilla" vs "brown sugar & spice" say about me? what assumptions would people make regarding me if my sweatshirts had a hint of brown sugar rather than vanilla? i had to walk away, do a lap through towels and tupperware before i could go back.

this led to three revelations.

i still have failed to totally leave adolescence behind me, i've been wholly absorbed into consumer culture, and i clearly need to go back into therapy.

by the by, i went with monterey vanilla.